God I feel so numb What happened to my days Wish I could turn on the lights Mother help me now Like once you used to say What is wrong what is right It doesnt matter anyway One more shot, and i'm ok Enough with the talk There's nothing you can say I need to fight my deamons Need to hurt myself To kiss goodbye the pain I've been so blind to see To walk through the door It feels so good in the dark But please let me stay Cause once you're gone I'll be ok This fight is mine it's not for you I will be fine What have I done